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1.
Googling what planets I can see Driving home in the sky at night They say space travel it seems quite boring... But I think it seems quite nice And me I've never been to Mars But I've been to Spain and France and Blackpool I know we'd probably need a team of stereotypes But I'm happy to play the hapless fool And you can be the hero. You can be the final girl And Ralph can be your Jonesy.
2.
It's like the feeling when it's raining on Holiday Watching rain hit the pool from your hotel room Like getting caught in the car behind a funeral procession on the hottest day of the year Like giving up drinking. But taking it back up When you realise you're missing the fear. Rich saying you won't become your father When your doing DIY at 4pm in the sun Loyd Cole blasting from the stereo and The sneaking sensation that you don't know what the fuck you're doing. Its like that... Its like that feeling when you think your phones ringing in your pocket buts it's not. I'm sure they've got a name for that they've got a fucking name for everything. Like getting caught in the throat of a word that you thought you'd forgot But deep down it's there. Trapped in the plughole, tangled in hair.
3.
I spent too many minutes in 2018 Wondering what happens if you stand in front of trains Which is odd cause I spent that whole year working And learning to manage my pain. Like if I don't feed my anxiety and depression cheap whiskey I can just get on with my life. If I don't walk to the world's end, burn out both ends I'll find myself putting down the knife. I remember Walking home with the foxes on the east side of the city Is it just the booze talking or is this city really pretty Throw my fist up to the sky to the cub upon the hill Is this fucker going to eat me? I bet that would be a thrill Now I'm 3 fucking 2 and there's way too much to do Can't take a day off just because a bit of rain So I just move all the clouds around, try not to make a sound They call it Thunder. So I'll just feed my depression and anxiety with music, movies And amateur pornography. Then I'll walk to the world's end, burn out both ends Make a finish worthy of photography.
4.
Right... 03:29
Lucy's in the bathroom dressed in Black Lucy's in the bathroom having a panic attack Lucy's taking selfies to sell online for thousands To thousands Thousands and me. Lucy's lost her wisdom. Lucy's lost her mind. Lucy's like a rock star but one that's only mine. I keep her in my pocket away from prying eyes. I know that it's not normal but we all live a lie. And I know I'm broken. And I know you're broken And I know we're all broken And thanks to you I'm broke and guilty.
5.
I wonder how me and Billy Corgans understanding Of a fantastic day differentiates. Cause today I've shaved and saved some money. I've been off my meds for two weeks. Going for a promotion at my work tomorrow. But I keep watching people fuck on my phone In other people's company...
6.
I cried when I saw Ryan Adams on my own In the Burgh when I was 14 Just one man and a piano. He seemed so brave and so concise. What a fucking creep. It was in the Usher Hall. Fuck the Usher Hall. Fuck the capital as well. And Big Jane Mountain. For all the wishes in the fountain. Painkillers on an empty stomach. Panic attack at the picture house. Am I the cat or am I the mouse? You just keep saying that it's hard. And I know it's hard.
7.
This morning I was listening to the Mountain Goats When I drove past two girls in matching coats. And I looked up to the painted sky and said "How's it going to end?" And "what you gonna do? When your best isn't good enough" The title of my unreleased, up and coming autobiography Thank God I don't drink Thank God none of my exes use social media. "Hows it going to end?" and "What you gonna do?"
8.
I can't afford anymore mistakes I can't afford any other breaks How many limbs can I dismember in song Before the men in white vans come along Or comes along again. I'm just excited to sleep. I'm just excited to not feel so weak. I've got your number I should give you a call. I won't pretend you have the solution to it all But it's a nice thought... One day in Springtime it just stops getting dark In our early 20s I gave you my heart You took it willingly, so why do I worry Why does my brain think you're always in a hurry to leave. I'll never leave again.
9.
Being sad in the sunshine Its one of my favourite past times Keep it up though and you'll go blind Everyone's prettier in the sun. I keep using "wild" as an adjective And I don't know where it came from Dressed in short sleeve shirts and cheap sunglasses Wild. Wild. Working too hard in the sun. Blood running cold Will there be a world to complain about In a year or so? I think the sun's going to my head. Driving so fast my engine started to rattle Pretending I know the words to the song on the stereo Teenagers kissing as they part ways Sometimes I miss the glitter on my lips.

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Wrote these songs during 2019-2021- the big plan was to apply for funding, record them professionally and release them on vinyl with my pal Neil from Scottish Fiction... But no shade (it's on me too) but most funding applications are aimed squarely at folk with academic brains and I could never manage to finish the forms.

Now it's Wednesday. It's raining. And I thought well why the fuck not.

There's some moments obviously that would have worked better with a more patient producer brain behind them but there's some moments that still work as Lttm home recorded stuff.

Lyrically the usual. Finding your place. Worrying its not your place. Worrying you're wrong. Worrying you're right. Trama (*Jamie Lee curtis voice) and escapism.

Hope ya dig.

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released November 2, 2022

All noises written and recorded by me, besides the stolen Broken Social scene drum sample on "Right..." and as usual the stellar drums on Vulpes Vulpes and "I heard it's good for Grief..." by Mr Barry Thomas Carty.

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Lovers Turn to Monsters Glasgow, UK

Lovers Turn to Monsters is a long pale man, slowly falling into middle age.

He wishes he could be one of those guys who tours all the time, but he likes baths far too much. So instead he stays in his room and makes lengthy albums of emotive lo-fi nonsense. ... more

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